This is Pretzel’s “grossly offended” face.
Upcoming Canadian TV Anime Serial ‘Urbance’ (Dystopian World, Gender Wars)
In the big city, gender war rises. Sex is prohibited because of a genetic deadly virus. Ruled by hate and anger, boys and girls grow up apart from each other, forming rivals gangs. Among these lost teenagers, Kenzell and lesya will fight adversity and defy all the rules in order to live their love and restore peace.
this post is for myself only. it is a collection of my racing thoughts on a Friday noon on a train to krems.
people talk about anxiety a lot and about panic attacks. they talk about fight and flight and drugs and sympathic and para-sympathic or whatever its called.
they never talk about terror. they never talk about the lingering feeling of being exposed to some unknown, uncanny danger that lurks both in the back of your mind and just outside of your field of vision. nobody ever mentions the fire in your lungs when your familiar world turns into a distortion of what you thought you once knew. you slip into a game of hidden Indians and of spot the difference. everything seems to be the same at first but you know its all different and that it’s all in your mind.
a panic attack takes you out of the natural world. you are like Alice behind the mirrors and bloody Mary and all those curses flung at your own reflection and nobody knows. they talk to you, talk you out of the attack but every time little and less of you returns from that uncanny place of terror.
i have come to dread the day when there is nothin left of me to return.
you take your pills but they don’t make you forget the naked terror and you hope it’s all in your mind but even if it is…doesn’t that mean your mind is a dangerous place and that the true terror lurks inside of you. and if nothing of me is left, does that mean the terror is free to take over? I’m rambling and incoherent i know this. i feel confusion and a sense of disorientation but maybe writing all of this down will help me in the future. it amuses me that in my time of confusion i choose to write in English as if my mind was holding on to a thin straw of control found in my passion for a language that helped me remain sane in a time of insanity. i seem to look for comfort in the unfamiliar as if i was trying desperately to find a way to make the uncanny less scary.
my mind is starting to calm down again. i will likely delete this post later since i doubt it makes any sense. my head hurts but i need to record my ramblings if i want to understand my mind a little better.
Allydia AU: Childhood figure skating duo (and rumored couple) Allison Argent and Lydia Martin are Team California’s pride and joy. The prodigies are hoping to make history as the first same-sex couple to place first in a winter sport at the upcoming Olympics.
The frog at 18 seconds sounds horrified of the cat.
WHAT THE FUCK ARE GOATS
GOATS AREN’T REAL
The dog at 39 seconds sounds like a human screaming so hypothetically you could murder a guy and blame the screams on your dog when the neighbours ask.
The Penguin Foundation has a global call out for knitters to make pullovers for penguins in rehab.
Penguins caught in oil spills need the little jumpers to keep warm and to stop them from trying to clean the toxic oil off with their beaks.
If you enjoy knitting as a pass time please please please do this. please.
You can download a PDF with more info here
signal boost this year again :D